Conceal the Truth

Is there anybody out there who knows how to mend a broken heart?

University Life is indeed a blast! We are hoodwinked to face series of assignments, researches, mind - boggling lectures and challenging professors. All in one with just one common denominator : PRESSURE.

That's why I would look forward to Friday Afternoons.
It's all worth spending.

I will tell you why.

During the last four years in my life, Friday is my favorite day of the week. I don't know why. Maybe it's because it's the start of my weekend; a time when i can bond with my friends ad family and do my personal stuff at home.

That was four years ago until such a devastating one arrived yesterday. To be precise, i had deleted it in my slum book-material Friday being my fave day. It's ow my hatest day of the week.

It started when...

I recieved a friendster message yesterday and it contains a disastrous content for me that it shook me to the tiniest corners of my bones and leaved a warmth in the shallow corners of my disbaled heart.

Oops, I have proven an opinion. But facts prove otherwise.

For the past five months, I am in love with someone special. I don't know the exact reason but i Really, Really don't know. Maybe it's True Love beacuse it was the first time i ever felt this great and magical feeling.

I am studying at the University of Southeastern Philippines - College of Governance, Business and Economics in Davao City and I'm taking up Bachelor of Science in Public Administration. This a new place for me : new adjustments, new friends, new neighborhood but never have experienced a "tug-dug" in my heart until now.That means I have never seen someone with attitudes and ways similar to those of my princess. That's made her unique in the crowd. Kaya nga in -- love eh. Hehehehe...

That's the point. Im still haunted with the past that I just can't seem to move on! I cannot find the courage to move on and look for someone better and someone that could make me smile.
Zyzle Jean Zaragosa, a good friend of mine, recently surprised me with a comment that reads:

"Go for someone who makes you happy.
Go for someone who makes you smile.
Go for someone who will make you day complete."

Maybe, i Just have to move on and make my past a thing of the future. Past that was the venue of crafting my great dreams and some ambitions extraordinaire. I have to think of my future because my past is now taking - off to the vagabond of happiness in the future. It's sad and it's true that the truth may be hard, but it is really the truth. It hurts.

As one author said:

" The past and the future are dreams. Now is the reality. Not to act and accomplish now is not to act and accomplish at all."

I'm still looking forward to see myself fulfilling the dreams of the past and see my future children enjoyig my story as I am going to tell them mine. I'm still looking forward to end up with my princess in the future. Consequently, only heaven knows!
Maybe it's time for me to think of my future now. But I'm hoping and waiting.

And I want to make it during Friday afternoons.